I'm having a bit of a strange day today. 4 years ago I was supposed to get married to the love of my life. In a nutshell, it didn't happen, we split up, I found out I was pregnant (Amy now 4) and when Amy was 2 my ex dropped dead from sudden death syndrome. So many people do understand my grief but others have no idea and I feel like I'm not allowed to grieve, yet I miss him every day. As today could've once been our wedding day, I guess I'm just missing him more. Fathers day recently too.
Anyone else in the same boat and feel like a widow even though they were split up from their childs parent?